Monday, August 18, 2014

If They Could See Me Now

It's a very "housewifey" type of day today.  Some laundry, errands, grocery shopping and a little housework.  Even though we have a cleaning lady that comes in once a week, some things remain my sole responsibility. 

As i strut about in my dress, pump and aprons going about my duties, i sometimes wonder what some friends of mine would think if they saw me this way.  Especially friends from the past that I've remained in contact with even though we're now more than two thousand miles away.  Those that remember me from my childhood years or as a young professional when i wasn't nearly as submissive as i am now. 

Being "outed" for who you really are is a difficult thing.  Other than Jake, the only person i've been totally outed to is Diane's friend Linda.  i suppose i should qualify that.  Linda knows i dress, that i'm submissive to Diane and that i know about Diane's relationship with Paul.  i don't know that Linda knows all the inner workings of our relationship, like that i'm now having my "period" and am wearing a tampon!

It was difficult when i was first outed and when Linda saw me fully dressed.  No matter how much you prepare for it it's hard to deal with.  But i got over it.  Diane told me i was making a big deal about it for nothing and as usual, She was correct. 

i have no intention of living full time as a female, nor do i want people i've known for a long time to find out about our private life.  But people who would disown you as a friend over something like that are probably not the type of people you want as real friends anyway. 

love,

sissy terri

Sunday, August 17, 2014

Altoids, Riding Crops & Tampons

i had to take a few days off from blogging because of an unexpected business trip to the west coast.  i also stayed there an extra day to visit a former colleague of mine who is now retired and living just outside of San Diego.  i got home last night, just in time to start my period.  Diane had the tampons and pads waiting for me when i arrived.  Any escape i have from being Her sissy wife is always temporary and never a return to full masculinity.

While i was away, Diane and Paul did have an opportunity to get together here yesterday afternoon, with the whole house to themselves, much as they did on Wednesday afternoon while i was out playing golf with some friends.  It was a hot afternoon on the golf course, but probably even hotter in the master bedroom back home.

i came home immediately after Diane texted me.  "Coast is clear" She wrote, meaning that Paul was leaving or had already left.  i was about 15 minutes away enjoying a cold drink in the club.  i excused myself and promptly went home.

Unless you've gone through the experience, it's hard to describe the emotions that run through you when you return to your house, enter the bedroom and view your wife along with the remnants of the lovemaking She's enjoyed with Her lover.  There's the sheets strewn all over the bed, pillows on the floor and your Wife laying there on the bed that may contain one or more wet spots as evidence of their lovemaking.

There are other things that might even be around that provide evidence of the kind of sex they had.  Prominently displayed on the nightstand was a riding crop.  It's a toy we've had for a long time, a toy that Diane's used on me.  This time i knew that Paul had used it on Diane.  i didn't have to see (although i couldn't help but notice) Her beautiful bottom with red swats on it to know She wasn't the one wielding the crop.  Diane had submitted to Paul that afternoon, making me feel even more submissive than usual. 

Next to the crop sat an opened and half empty box of peppermint flavored Altoids.  The powerfully flavored candies weren't used as breath mints; that much i knew.  Diane told me Paul likes the feeling they provide after She's had a few of them and puts his cock in Her mouth.

It was now my turn to have a few of the mints.  Diane loves them as much as Paul does when i lick Her.  Despite their strong minty taste, the taste of Paul's semen was still present and powerful; another reminder of my cuckold status.  i finished my duties by kissing and licking Diane's reddened bottom for a very long time. 

"It's been quite a satisfying afternoon" Diane said after enjoying the second orgasm She had from my oral attention.  She also allowed me to cum while i licked Her bottom.  Slowly moving my sissy clitty back and forth against the sheets while i tongued Her butt led to my own orgasm.

Satisfied with me, Diane got up and showered while i changed the bed sheets.  There were several wet spots on the sheets.  At least one of them was mine. 

love,

sissy terri

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

A Look Ahead

One of the blogs i check out on a regular basis is Stana's Femulate, a tremendous resource to the CD and transgender community.  And once and awhile i check out some of the blogs on Stana's blog list, especially if the title of a blog's latest post piques my interest. 

Well, Stana's got another blog called As The Worm Turns which features "Notes and artifacts from the Post-Patriarchal era."  How can this NOT be interesting to sissies.  Here's a picture of what appeared in her latest post. 


Don't you just love it?  i guess there's lots to look forward to.  Thanks Stana!

love,

sissy terri

Monday, August 11, 2014

A Sissy Love Note

i went to the gym rather early this morning and Diane had already left for the office when i got back home.  When i got home, the first thing i noticed was that She had left me a note.  Notes like this always make my day.

Good morning my beautiful wife,
I left out some panties for you to wear after your shower.  Have a good sissy day!
Love
Diane

Short and very sweet.  i think it's little things like this that help make what's a rather "different" relationship work for us.

love,

sissy terri

Sunday, August 10, 2014

It's a Sissy Summer Day

i know some of the country is experiencing bad weather today but here, it's sunny and warm.  Also a perfect day to try on some very feminine summer dresses......

You can never go wrong with anything that's pink and has a bow!


Or a pretty pastel skirt...



This little sun suit with puffy ruffled sleeves oozes femininity!


And finally, a lovely short little sundress that would also make me feel so sexy!
 

All photos taken from the tumblr site Lover of all things feminine.

love,

sissy terri

Saturday, August 9, 2014

FemDom Sex

As an avid user and poster on Tumblr i get to see many pictures every day that are related to Female Domination.  Many of these photos depict sex acts between a Dominant Woman and her partner.  Good photography often allows the viewer's imagination to run wild, even though the picture often captures a discreet and specific event. 

Personally, i tend to view all of these pictures as the Domme being married to the sub She is playing with because i myself am a married submissive.  In other words, it's my own personal frame of reference for that type of thing. 

So much of the FemDom shows some pretty brutal treatment by the Domme over the sub.  Strap-ons that look like over-sized zucchini's used on a poor submissive whose bottom has been beaten to a pulp.  i'm not passing judgement on it at all in this post.  It's erotic for many into the D/s lifestyle and i'm sure even enjoyable.  Some of it also gets my submissive juices flowing at times...most of the time in fact :)

However, i think that most sex in a relationship like i have with Diane isn't like this.  It can be soft and sensual as well.  And it can also be done in a way to provide pleasure to only one partner while denying the other.   What happened last night between Diane and i is a good example of what i mean.

Diane was in a mellow mood about to enjoy Her second glass of wine when She got a text from Paul.  Usually, when he texts Her outside of normal working hours or on the weekend, it means he's free to take a call from Her.  i was getting things ready to give Her a pedicure when the text came in.  When i got to the den where She sat on the sofa ready for Her pedicure, She had Her cell phone by Her side and asked "You don't mind if i call Paul do you sweetheart?"  Both of us knew there was only one right answer.

A wife talking on the phone with Her boyfriend while Her husband gives Her a pedicure is one of the classic cuckold humiliation scenes some might fantasize about.  But let me try to explain how it feels in real life.  It does arouse me but not always in a physical way.  The erotic submission that was happening as i tried to quietly tend to my tasks took place between the ears.  It's difficult to focus on what you're doing, especially something like applying nail polish to Diane's beautiful toes, when She's telling Paul how much She enjoyed their time together last Wednesday.  The more intimate the conversation became, the more difficult it was for me to give Her a proper pedicure.

The pedicure took longer than usual and i was satisfied with my work.  The important thing was that Diane was also.  Not only had i done a very respectable job with Her toes and feet, i had done it very quietly with Paul not having any idea i was privy to most of their discussion.  Pleased with the pedicure, Diane smiled and made a motion with Her hand that i was dismissed.  i went and put everything away and gave them their privacy.

About fifteen minutes later, Diane summoned me back to the den and told me to go the linen closet and get a bath towel.  When i returned, She had taken off Her shorts and Her panties and told me to slide the towel under Her buttocks to protect the sofa from Her juices.  "I'm very wet right now and plan to get wetter" She laughed. 

She sat down as i knelt in front of Her and between Her legs.  There were no verbal commands.  i knew what i had to do.  As i leaned in to start by placing a kiss on Her vagina She stopped me and slid Her panties over my head through one of the leg openings.  "There, now you have a panty bib" She giggled.  i was now able to begin.

Diane was wet indeed.  Her conversation with Paul must have been a very sexy one.  i sensed that it would take long to get Her to orgasm and i was correct.  She had one of the more powerful orgasms that She's ever had, holding my head tightly in place as She came telling me repeatedly to "Suck, Suck, Suck!"  Diane loves to have Her clitoris sucked when She's cumming.  She also screamed that She loved to 'fuck my face.'  She doesn't use the "f word" that often and when She does it during sex, it's an indication that She's quite aroused.  The orgasm lasted a long time and when it was over, i thought my duties between Her legs would be over also.  They weren't.  i had to lick Her to a second orgasm.  It was a highly sensual and erotic scene, yet one where She was as Dominant as ever.  At least that's how i felt.

Sure, there are times when Diane turns my ass red and then takes me aggressively with a strap-on sometimes just to show me who's in charge in our house.  There are other times where She'll put a face strap-on on me and ride my face aggressively while i just lay there passively as She enjoys Herself.  But sex in a Female Led Relationship isn't always about hard core fucking, bondage, discipline, etc. Sometimes it's just about who's in control and being selfish about their own pleasure.

i wasn't allowed to orgasm last night yet my submissive desires were satisfied in a very sensual, pleasurable and emotional way.  Besides, Diane said if i was a good gurl, She would allow me to cum in my panties this weekend.

i appreciated that very much and i thanked Her.  It gives me something to look forward to.

love,

sissy terri

Thursday, August 7, 2014

Her Princess

Last night was a little emotional for me, not in a real bad way but just a bit.  Diane spent more time with Paul than She usually does yesterday afternoon while i waited for him to leave.  It turns out that something that happened between them led to a discussion about our relationship (Diane and i) and She shared with Paul that She was dominant over me.

i won't share the specifics of what led to the discussion.  i'm hoping Diane will do that soon since She could relay the story far better than i could.  She was there and anything i would write would by definition be hearsay.  So for now, i'll leave out those details.

Diane feels that Paul's knowledge that i'm submissive to Diane is a big step towards becoming more open with him about my being Her sissy cuckold and eventually, letting me become a part of what they do.  It's something we've both wanted but when the reality hits you about what he now knows it's challenging to deal with.  And besides, i can be a very emotional sissy.  Just imagine if i was on hormones.

When i get a little emotional like this Diane usually hugs me and says "Don't worry princess, everything will be just fine."  She did that last night.

So with that thought, let me share a few sissy things with you.  These types of pictures always make me feel better :)

Saddle Shoes and Spankings
This little sundress would really brighten my day!

Princess Chloe
And finally, today i had a lovely conversation with another sissy cuckold who i've become friends with.  Sharing what happened with her really helped.  i felt like giving her a nice gurl on gurl kiss!

Princess Chloe
love,

sissy terri