Saturday, February 28, 2015

It's a Beautiful Thing!

Like many of the readers of terri's blog, I've been avidly following the wonderful new developments in terri and Dianne's - and now Paul's - relationship. Personally, I just love the way terri writes about their developing connection, and their adventurous exploration of this new intimacy, and I want to send all three of them my admiration and congratulations.

On re-reading terri's posts so far, I notice two things, and it is these I want to write about today.

The first is about how wonderful it is when both partners fantasies are in sync. Exploring them together involves lots communication, sharing of private feelings and thoughts, and looking deep into ones own interior. There is an intrinsic vulnerability to this process. And it turns out this is an *amazing* way not only create deep, lasting pleasure for each, but also to build incredible intimacy, and a continually deepening bond. It feels emotionally risky, because of the revealing of inner self that it requires (and it is - no doubt about that!), but done slowly and carefully, it is immensely powerful - and quintessentially human.

And this happens, with the caveat that the fantasies don't involve lasting harm to anyone, *no matter what the fantasies are* - no matter how 'kinky' they may seem, mutual exploration of this synchronicity seems to always lead to greater intimacy, greater love. Two - oh, sorry, *three* :-) - people find each other and can create this private world where together they reveal and manifest their deepest psychological and sexual needs.

Which is a very, very, very beautiful thing!!! 

So-called 'deviant' sexaulity, judged by the 'normal' world as depraved, leads to the same, deep - perhaps even deeper -  human connection that 'conventional' sex is supposed to foster. I find that just so thrilling.

Secondly, it just became even more apparent to me how pivotal to this whole thing Dianne is. She is the one who orchestrated this, had the overall vision, and got all the parts to fit. Even Paul, who *appears* to be , and is many respects *is*, the top dog here, has been subtly manipulated - perhaps that is too strong a word - shall we say 'directed', 'guided' or 'led'- into playing his part in Her overall plan. It's really quite something, and I have to say the Dom in me is in admiration of her skill and tenacity. It's taken a lot of planning, persistence, patience and intelligence to pull this off. She's a remarkable person - but I'm sure you know this already. Dianne, you have my deepest respects!

Dianne, Paul, terri - congratulations to all of you. It's a beautiful thing!

Love to all,

Friday, February 27, 2015

Wearing Diane's Panties

Diane insisted "it" was Paul's idea.  If it was, then Paul certainly "gets it" when it comes to humiliating a submissive sissy cuckold like me.  If it wasn't, and Diane had at least something to do with it, then it's just an innocent little white lie on Her part.  And there's not doubt She "gets it."  More about "it" later.

Wednesday's little tryst between Diane, Paul and i didn't last very long.  i didn't look at the clock when they arrived, but Paul was certainly there less than an hour.  The brief encounter was announced by a phone call from Diane when they were probably 10 minutes from our home.  The phone call was to tell me how to dress (nothing but some pink slippers, my strawberry shortcake apron and of course my chastity belt) and what to do (take the bed down but leave the panties and crop there and wait for them in the kitchen) and to let me know that Paul wouldn't be able to stay long since he had a meeting that evening.  i sensed some sort of surprise was coming.  i was correct.

The two of them wasted little time in heading to the bedroom.  There was a "hello sissy" from Paul and "we'll call you when we need you" from Diane.  i stayed in the kitchen for fewer than 10 minutes before i was summoned by Paul.  "You can come in now sissy" was all he said.

When i walked into the room the first thing i noticed was how bright it was.  We have a very large picture window on one side of our bedroom that faces the back patio and a view of the desert.  Despite it's privacy (no one can really peek into it the way the house faces and because of the elevation) we usually keep the window shades down.  On Wednesday, they were wide open with a full view of our pool and large patio.

Now, let me get to "it."

My eyes quickly adjusted to the brightness and i saw Diane kneeling on the bed, face down buried into a billow, legs spread and with Her beautiful bottom raised up.  She was wearing nothing but the panties i had bought at Victoria's Secret earlier that morning, following Her's and Paul's specific instructions.  The panties looked far better on Her than they would have on me.  Diane didn't move at all when i came in, nor did She say anything.  Her face just stayed buried in the pillow.

Paul stood at the foot of the bed naked and holding the riding crop.  Diane's white panties lay crumbled on the floor at his feet.  "And you were so worried about how the panties would look on you" he said with a sarcastic smile on his face.  "Don't you think they look nice now?"  i was able to come up with a "Yes Sir" as i stared at Diane's beautiful frame on the bed, Her ass on full display toward the wide open window.

My dreamy state was quickly broken by Paul.  With the end of the crop, he picked up Diane's panties from the floor and handed the to me.  "Here, put these on.  But before you do, feel how wet the crotch is."  i took them and immediately felt the dampness of the crotch.  They hadn't been there very long and Diane was definitely aroused when She took the panties off.  Either that or they had purposely wet them in the bathroom.  i think it was the former and not the latter that got them wet.

"Diane wants you here for her spanking" Paul said.  "Kneel over there like a good sissy" he said pointing to the front side of the bed.  i knelt on one side of her while Paul stood on the other with the crop.  It was as intense a scene as i've ever been involved in, kneeling there in chastity, in my wife's panties and watching Her as She awaited a spanking from Her lover.

Paul began by teasing Her with the crop, running it up and down Her inner thighs and using the flat leather at the end of the crop to tease Her vaginal lips.  "She gets wet so easy" he said looking at me then gave Her a little slap on the ass with the crop.  "Are you ready honey?" he asked Diane.  "Yes Paul" She said and then, no doubt on queue added in a very submissive sounding voice "Please spank me."

"You're such a naughty girl" he told Her as he began to swat Her.  As the swats became more intense, He asked Her why She was being spanked.  "Because I wet my panties" was Her reply.  Paul laughed and continued the spanking, he would only stop to use the end of the crop to massage Her pussy.  When he did, Diane would moan in pleasure.  He did this often and once, set the crop down, pulled Her panties aside and used his finger to probe Her.  i wasn't sure, but i thought She might have had a mini orgasm when he did that.  He then resumed the spanking.

There was plenty of verbal teasing which i thought was obviously for my benefit but after seeing and hearing how Diane responded to it all, there was definitely pleasure all around.  "Bet you'd enjoy having a patio full of friends to see you get spanked eh?" Paul asked Diane.  She loved the teasing. 

And Paul? By now he was totally erect, clearly pleased with how things were progressing.  The spanking lasted until Diane's bottom was bright red.  There were no welts or serious marks, as if Paul knew exactly when to stop to avoid such things.  He'd accomplished what he wanted.

He pointed to the panties She wore with the crop and told me to "take them off."  i slid them down with Diane's cooperation.  When they were off, She got back in the original face down ass up position, her reddened backside waiting for more. 

"Would you like to get me ready for Diane?" Paul asked me.  i told him i would and he laughed and said "Maybe next time when I have more time."  Maybe he sensed my disappointment, or maybe he had it planned all along but he then said "But you can at least kiss it."  i submissively planted a kiss on the head of his cock.

"You can go now and come back in when I leave" Paul said.  i left them alone for the remainder of their lovemaking.  It was short but intense.  i could hear their moans of pleasure.  There was no faking it. 

Not long after, i was called in again but this time by Diane.  When i got up to the bedroom Paul was dressed and giving Diane an intimate kiss.  "She's all yours now.  Enjoy" he said.  "Don't worry, I can let myself out."

i did what a cuckold does after the lover's left.  Diane had multiple orgasms, surprising since She'd had at least two with Paul.  i could taste and feel Paul in Her, which made it that much more intense and satisfying for both of us. 

i'd never seen Diane so submissive and yet so aroused.

i never did get a chance to wear the panties i bought that day.  Funny, but wearing Diane's made me feel even more submissive.


sissy terri

Thursday, February 26, 2015

A Quick Cuckold Update

This certainly isn't meant to be a tease of any sorts but rather just a short post to let you all know that things went very well yesterday, but certainly not as i would have expected.

Because of an unexpected "commitment" i have to head out of town for the rest of the day, but promise to post tomorrow.  i just felt obligated to let my readers know.

One of yesterday's surprises?  i spent the entire time Paul was there wearing my "Strawberry Shortcake" apron.  Diane felt that the pink polka dotted would highlight the contrast between Her sissy cuckold wife and Her alpha lover.

She was right, it certainly did.

More tomorrow.  i promise.


sissy terri

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Cuckold Date #2

Shortly after dropping our guests off at the airport this morning, i obeyed Paul's "Panty Shopping Instructions" and headed to the mall to purchase a single pair of panties (a panty or pantie) at Victoria's Secret, using the gift certificate he and Diane had given me for Christmas. 

There are a few Victoria's Secret stores in the metropolitan area where we live.  Considering my task and how self conscious i felt about doing it, i would have preferred to carry it out at the store located in the mall furthest away from our home and nearer to the airport.  However, Paul was very specific in his instructions, telling me which mall he wanted me to by the panties at.  Even though the mall is about 15 miles from our home in the foothills, i'd be more likely to run into someone i know there than at the other locations. 

Diane also added her own specific requirements to the task this morning.  She wanted me to buy a medium hip hugger style panty, something that had a bit of pink in it and if possible had a Victoria's Secret logo or other type of marking highlighting the VS brand on it. It was a simple instruction but one specifically intended to cause me future humiliation this afternoon.

Diane knows that i prefer panties that hide my male privates.  Skimpy panties like the hip huggers She was insisting upon don't do that very well.  Fuller cut panties, even in a medium size, fit me much better and hide my maleness.  i asked Her if i could at least buy a large size hip hugger and She said no.  "You wear medium sized panties often.  They'll be fine" She said.

i started to mention the bulk of the CB-3000 and Diane just laughed.  "What?  Are you trying to hide your chastity cage from Paul?" She asked with a big grin on Her face.  That just made me feel more self conscious about what i was going to do, and how i was going to look this afternoon.

"There's one more thing" Diane added.  "Take the bed down when you get home, take out the crop, lay it on the bed next to the panties you buy and take a picture for the blog.  Just to make it pornographic okay?"  The last comment being an obvious reference to Google's new Blogger guidelines.  Compared to the other things i had to do, and would likely have to do later in the day, this seem to be the easiest of the tasks.

Purchasing the panty was indeed a bit embarrassing.  i had to wait a few minutes for the store to open, sipping on an overpriced cup of coffee and strolling around the mall.  i found a panty that met Diane and Paul's requirements and brought it to the check out counter where a young woman in her mid twenties waited on me.

"These are really pretty and popular" she said with a smile as i handed her the gift card.  Not knowing what to say i smiled back and said "That's nice to know.  It's just a little surprise for the wife."  i immediately thought how stupid my statement was, especially since i was paying with a gift card that had $250 on it for a panty that was around $8!

"Well I'm sure she'll love it" the girl said, handing me back the receipt, the gift card and the panties in a cute Victoria's Secret bag and adding "looks like you'll be able to buy her plenty more with that card."  i blushed, thanked her and made my way to the parking lot.

So now i wait for Diane and Paul to arrive this afternoon.  With our guests gone, there's plenty of housework for me to catch up on and that will keep me busy.  i'm anxious and nervous again about this afternoon's "cuckold date" of sorts.  i hope it all goes as well as the last one.


sissy terri

Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Gagging A Sissy

Catchy title eh?

Don't worry, i haven't choked on anything just yet.

Ten days ago i wrote about how Diane used Her worn panties that She had me retrieve from the panty hamper  to gag me while She took me with Her strap-on.  The gag wasn't just a symbol of Her dominance but also a way to make sure any of my sissy moans were muffled enough so that our guests wouldn't hear.  The gag helped make an already sexy and intimate moment even more erotic.  Her lovemaking led to my first, and thus far only, orgasm for the month of February.

Now, i'm on the verge of being "gagged" again.  This time in a far less erotic manner.

Like many other bloggers who use Google's Blogger i got the following message personally delivered to my gmail account:

Dear Blogger User,

We're writing to tell you about an upcoming change to the Blogger Content Policy that may affect your account.

In the coming weeks, we'll no longer allow blogs that contain sexually explicit or graphic nude images or video. We'll still allow nudity presented in artistic, educational, documentary, or scientific contexts, or where there are other substantial benefits to the public from not taking action on the content.

The new policy will go into effect on the 23rd of March 2015. After this policy goes into effect, Google will restrict access to any blog identified as being in violation of our revised policy. No content will be deleted, but only blog authors and those with whom they have expressly shared the blog will be able to see the content we've made private.

Our records indicate that your account may be affected by this policy change. Please refrain from creating new content that would violate this policy. Also, we ask that you make any necessary changes to your existing blog to comply as soon as possible, so that you won't experience any interruptions in service. You may also choose to create an archive of your content via Google Takeout (

For more information, please read here (

The Blogger Team
i'm not quite sure how i'm going to proceed.  i've explored a couple of options, including Google's own suggestion to allow people with whom i've "shared" the blog to see it's content.  i assume this means people need to be "invited." 

my blog probably contains some (very, very little) "sexually explicit or graphic nude images or video."  In fact, i've made it a priority to avoid that over the years.  Perhaps i can remove a few pictures and everything will be fine.  i just don't know.

However, i believe a much more important issue is at stake.  With net neutrality very much in the news and the pending FCC decision just around the corner, perhaps this is some preemptive move by Google.  Net neutrality has a myriad of issues with "data discrimination" being somewhat at the forefront.

Now Google's quickly getting into data discrimination. 

i don't like it.  You shouldn't either.


sissy terri

Monday, February 23, 2015

My Pretty Sissy Gurl Friend

Several posts ago, readers here were treated to a beautiful post by my loving (and lovely) sissy gurl friend Candi.  Candi also treated us to a beautiful photo of her modeling her new sissy maids uniform new sissy maids uniform.  She looked absolutely gorgeous.

With guests still hanging around and limiting my time to blog, not to mention putting a crimp in our regular lifestyle, i want to share a picture of another cute sissy friend of mine, Jo Bradford.  Jo's also been a contributor to this blog with a beautiful sketch i used for the post sissy terri meets Paul.  Jo has other beautiful artwork that will be shown here stay tuned.

But on Sunday, Jo sent me this picture of herself with this cute little snippet:

Just a little photo of me,

Looking the way I'd rather be.

Jo, please take this as a conpliment, and i'm sure my readers would look like the absolutely perfect sissy!!!!!

And we'd all rather be looking that way :)


sissy terri

Sunday, February 22, 2015

Sunday Sissy Shopping

No, i don't have time to shop today, but that doesn't mean you can't!

Sundays are a great day to dress in your favorite outfits and browse online for the best lingerie sales available.  And the best place to start is at Cora's wonderful blog, The Lingerie Addict.

Cora features the best of the best when it comes to sales around the world.  You'll fall in love with all the feminine finery for sure!

The Lingerie Addict  
Unfortunately, because our guests are still here for a few more days, i'm unable to dress in my feminine attire around the house.  It hasn't prevented me from being in chastity while Diane and Paul both enjoy getting my daily Chastity Report.  It's all still very surprising since Diane never seemed interested in the chastity lifestyle before.  Now, She just loves it!


sissy terri